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lyrics&music: MY FIRST STORY
Album: ANTITHESE (2016)

English Translation

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I haven’t the slightest memory from every day;
I’m still being left alone.
Maybe when I’m reborn, I can find happiness;
even if I tried to say that, I can’t relax.

Without knowing what I got up for,
even if it was time for me to become scattered,
I just cried without doing anything.

Just again and again, just again and again,
until this dream comes true,
I decided I don’t have to doubt anymore.
To that person, to those persons,
until my voice reaches them,
I’ll keep calling them without holding back.

I can’t forget the world that became far,
but I reached the place I lost.
It was waiting for me from the start.
I’m not following anyone…

If I could throw everything away and redraw it all…
even if those heartless words sound lame,
they persuaded every part of myself.
“I’m still me”

Now I wanna go, now I wanna go
until I run all this path;
looks like I can survive without falling apart.
For this me, for these us,
until I got it all under control,
I’ll keep standing without break apart.

Sometimes I watch the TV and hear family’s voice
But there was no one I knew there
Even if I can’t go back to those memories
I will not run away from you

Definitely.

Even if to spread this song will take many years,
dozens of years,
I’ll wait until the day I’m able
to share some memories.

Just again and again, just again and again,
until this dream comes true,
I decided I don’t have to doubt anymore.
To that person, to those persons,
until my voice reaches them,
I’ll keep calling them without holding back.


Romaji [credits: furahasekai]

Home

chiisakatta hibi no omoide wanakute
boku hitori dake ga amari tsudzuketeta
umarekawaretara shiawase ni naru to
tameshite mitanoni raku ni narezu…

nani ga okita ka mo wakaranai mama
hanarebanare ni naru toki ga kite mo
boku wa nani mo dekizu ni naiteita

tada nandodemo tada nandodemo
kono yume ga kanau made wa
mayowazu ni susundeiku to kimeta kara
ano hito ni ano hitotachi ni
kono koe ga todoku made wa
kakaezu ni yobitsudzukeru no

tooku natta sekai ga wasure kirenakute
nakushita basho ma de tadori tsuitanoni
hajime kara boku o machiuketeta no wa
oimo tomete nado inai hito de…

subete nagesutete egakeru no nara
kokoro nai kotoba ga kurushikute mo
jibun de jibun ni ii kikaseteita
“boku wa boku no mama de”

ima koetakute ima koetakute
mada michi ga tsukiru made wa
kuzurezu ni norikireru to ieru kara
kono boku ni kono bokutachi ni
mada ikigakakaru made wa
kowarezu ni tachi tsudzukeru no

Sometimes I watch the TV and hear family’s voice
But there was no one I knew there
Even if I can’t go back to those memories
I will not run away from you

Kanarazu

Ato nan nen mo nan juunen mo
kono uta ga tsutawaru you ni
omoide o kawaseru hi made matte iru kara

tada nandodemo tada nandodemo
kono yume ga kanau made wa
mayowazu ni susundeiku to kimeta kara
ano hito ni ano hitotachi ni
kono koe ga todoku made wa
kakaezu ni yobitsudzukeru no


Kanji [credits: furahasekai]

Home

小さかった日々の思い出はなくて
僕一人だけが余り続けてた
生まれ変われたら幸せになると
試してみたのに楽になれず…

何が起きたかも分からないまま
離れ離れになる時間が来ても
僕は何も出来ずに泣いていた

ただ何度でも ただ何度でも
この夢が叶うまでは
迷わずに進んで行くと決めたから
あの人に あの人達に
この声が届くまでは
抱えずに呼び続けるの

遠くなった世界が忘れきれなくて
失くした場所まで辿り着いたのに
初めから僕を待ち受けてたのは
追い求めてなどいない人で…

全て投げ捨てて描けるのなら
心ない言葉が苦しくても
自分で自分に言い聞かせていた
「僕は僕のままで」

今 越えたくて 今 越えたくて
まだ道が尽きるまでは
崩れずに乗り切れると言え るから
この僕に この僕達に
まだ息が掛かるまでは
壊れずに立ち続けるの

必ず

あと何年も 何十年も
この唄が伝わるように
思い出を交わせる日まで 待っているから

ただ何度でも ただ何度でも
この夢が叶うまでは
迷わずに進んで行くと決めたから
あの人に あの人達に
この声が届くまでは
抱えずに呼び続けるの

Translation by me. Please don’t claim as yours. Credit if you use.
English is not my first language, feel free to let me know if there is any mistake.

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